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Sinful Sunday: Waking up

Recently my life changed quite a bit and that means I’m waking up on my own a lot. And despite missing out on the cuddles, that means I got the whole bed to myself.


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Wicked Wednesday: Desire

It starts with a look, a desire to want to submit. Mixed with resistance. The resistance to be strong and not give up. I want to give in but it’s hard. I need you to force it out. I want to, but it’s scary. I’m scared to give in, to let go, even just a little. Scared to admit it even though I want to, a lot. Scared of the power you hold over me, I trust you more than anyone. I want my body and mind to be yours to play with and do what you feel like with it.

I want to be there just for you, with all my focus on you. To feel your touch all over my body, teasingly. To feel wanted. To feel your need. To enjoy the soft caresses all over my body. To feel your closeness, teasing just out of reach. To feel your warmth. Your loving kisses over my body. To slowly have those touches get rougher. To feel my skin as if it were on fire. Seemingly endless teasing with nowhere to go but give in to the sensations. To be strapped in with my doxy, blindfolded, aching for more. Begging to be used after more and more teasing.

To feel your nails on my back, making me relax. To feel your grip tighten on my body. My body feeling more and more relaxed, my mind purely focused on you and your pleasure. To please you while the teasing continues. To taste your delicious cock, longing for it to be inside me. In that moment I just exist for your pleasure despite my own desires. The desire to be taken hard, but all I get is the sweet agony of waiting. A few fingers enter me, making me squirm. They keep exploring and slowly a plug enters me. As it settles you keep fingering me. Making me beg for more.

Suddenly a hand on my throat, you make me look at you as you slowly enter me. Making me beg for every inch more as I squirm for more. You grip tightens as you bottom out. As you pull out, you leave an emptiness inside me before you slowly push in again. Your hands keep exploring my body, as do your lips. Your grip on my throat increases as the urgency in your thrusts grows. Your kisses become infused with bites as you ravage my body. Our eyes interlock as the sensations flow through our bodies. Lust takes over as we give in more and more.

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Kink of the week: Back into femdom!

When I saw that the kink of the week was femdom, I just had to join in. As a woman that loves to be dominant, I like femdom. As a switch, I’ve never been on the receiving side though of femdom. Maybe just because I don’t get women as good as I get men. Women can be scary. Trust me. I know I can be.

I have been out of the femdom stuff for a while and out of kink. But recently I had my kink jump started when I found a new lover. Even though I been wanting to explore more on the submissive side, he triggered my dominant side. I just had to have him. And so it started. He was still very new so I took it slow and I still am taking it slow.

For me, femdom is about the connection you have with someone. Sure I can a sadistic bitch with hitting a person I don’t have a good connection with, but it’s not the same as having someone trust you completely. The better the connection, the more satisfying is the relationship. The connection I’m having with my new lover makes it even better. I even dare to say I’m in love.

That love is what makes play even more intense. The first time making out with some heavy petting, I just looked him in the eyes and it was just very intense. We were both in the flow and it connected very naturally.

I take pride in keeping that trust safe. The biggest compliment I can get, are the words ‘I trust you.’ To see someone shed their fears and surrender to you, is very satisfying. Not to mention fucking hot. Oh yes, it’s very hot to have the control over someone. Especially if it’s a cute sub I can proudly call my own. For me, femdom definitely is linked to sex as well. I love the mix of sex and kink with everything but there’s something special about sex when you’re the one in charge. Something about those pleading eyes looking up to you, begging to be taken. Begging you to make them your own.

Besides the connection with someone, I like to keep my play light and not too serious. Plus I like to mess with people and the way they perceive me. I’ve done it plenty that I had the most cute and adorable schoolgirl outfit on, while at a party. And I just messed people up by hurting someone while dressed like that. Looks can be quite deceiving. Nothing like looking cute and cuddly while wielding a carpet beater of mini cricket bat.


TMI- On the road again

1. Tell us about the last road trip you made: When? Where did you go? How long was the overall trip? Did you go alone? Did you have fun?

Last real road trip I did was a few years back. I went to Norway with a friend and it was a ton of fun. Just was a couple of weeks but saw a lot and went a lot of fun places.

2. Do you love to travel?

I do love to travel yes. I usually don’t mind it, my body is just not a fan of the taking off and landing part with flying.

3. What’s the best place you’ve been? Do you want to go back?

Oooh that’s a tricky one, so far the only place I really do want to keep coming back to is London. Love to visit over there.

4. Would you travel for sex? Have you traveled more than 50 miles just to have sex?

I needed to do the math on that one and convert it to kilometers before. But yes I have. And I probably would do it again.

5. What sexual act or sex position do you struggle with doing?

I’m drawing a blank on that one. Can’t think one I struggle with.

Bonus: What are you into but have not told anyone?

I don’t think there is something I haven’t told at least one person.

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Sinful Sunday: The shower

Hi there! Remember me?


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10 things for Eroticon

First of all I want to say that I cannot thank the sponsors of Eroticon enough! Without them I would not have been able to make it.

1. Having almost no voice throughout the whole thing has not stopped me from talking to all the lovely people that were preset and I am very great-full to catch up with old friends and make new ones. The Eroticon crowd is one of warmth and people being kind to each other. So many thanks to Molly, Micheal and Girlonthenet for organizing it and doing such an awesome job!

2. In case you haven’t noticed on my Twitter thing. I think I talked myself into doing a Tinder experiment, not only in London but thanks to lukeandjack I just have to widen the experiment to different cities…  you know, for science! More to come soon about shag for science!

3. My blog definitely needs an tech update. It’s a miracle I didn’t break it yet.

4. Even though life seems to be getting into the way a lot, not to mention the squirrels. I do want to post more often and build up a habit of posting/writing. It may not be as often and consistent as others but I’m trying to not compare myself with awesome other people.

5. Even with packing light, I still need to pack it lighter so I do not have to do my special Tetris trick with my suitcase and bag. Also, if you’re coming for the first time and you’re flying, make sure you keep enough room for the awesome goodies that is provided by the sponsors!

6. I still am not a fan of latex but the vacuum cube of mac was quite fun. It even gave me a long hickey (first thought it was from the wax-play with sparks) and a bruise on my ass but it definitely was fun. The only sucky part, or more un sucky part, was when the air was pumped back in and it unstuck from my skin. Worst. Feeling. Ever.

7. I really should not forget to eat and have more rest. My rhythm always is fucked up beyond all recognition when I am in London. So note to self for next time: stay in Camden again. Traveling is exhausting.

8. If you read my meet and greet post, you might wonder what was the lie in my line up. The lie was that I love fucking more than cuddling. I do tend to love cuddling more. Sure, fucking is nice but curling up on someone their lap is just <3

9. Cat ears are awesome and are taking over the world!

10. Did I mention yet I am very grateful to be in London again surrounded by awesome people? Special shout out for @vic for offering a place to sleep and @alethea for offering me a place to sleep as well so I could have a few hours more sleep without having to travel back and forth. <3
Also a special shout out for my blog mum Marie, who inspires me and send me to bed when I was on the verge of completely breaking down.